Clouds

I am so glad I have an appointment with my shrink tomorrow.

I'm feeling so weird. Well... really weird. I feel more and more like I weren't here at all. This is just a dream and I have no power or control over anything that happens. I wish this would go away... I want to live my life in a way I can feel like I'm living it.

This week was very strange. I never dated so many people in just a week. I'm really not that kind of girl at all. But I still feel like I'm dreaming so... it's just not real.

What a weird post. Will I ever be myself again? Will I ever be back?

I'm waiting.