My real blog is

This is my old blog, I want to keep it for now. But my current blog is:

http://odnadraug.blogspot.com


I hope to see you there! :))

Discovery

Not very long ago, I went to a party at a dear friend's home. It had been a while since I attended any party really and it was very enjoyable. There I met a guy I'd seen many other times before but never really spoke too. We both had seen each other in many diferent situations and never dared to speak to one another fearing a negative response. What a surprise to find out he wanted so bad to talk to me as I wanted to talk to him! Let's call him Hakuo.
So, Hakuo and I had a very pleasant conversation in which he told me he'd read my older blog many times and never commented. He enjoyed it a lot. That statement itself made me feel like I should write to people more often rather than just to myself. I had to stop being so self-destructeive and allow myself to express what I think and feel the ways I like. And express it to others.

Return?

I had no idea it has been such a long time since I've posted here. I was also surprised to find a comment. It made me really happy...

I've been living a very tough moment right now. I hope to be back next week and write here once again.

It's good to have a spot in the web to expose your feelings. Is it really? Sometimes I doubt it, but I tend to be back.

Clouds

I am so glad I have an appointment with my shrink tomorrow.

I'm feeling so weird. Well... really weird. I feel more and more like I weren't here at all. This is just a dream and I have no power or control over anything that happens. I wish this would go away... I want to live my life in a way I can feel like I'm living it.

This week was very strange. I never dated so many people in just a week. I'm really not that kind of girl at all. But I still feel like I'm dreaming so... it's just not real.

What a weird post. Will I ever be myself again? Will I ever be back?

I'm waiting.

"Which religion is the right one for you?"

I was making the silly quizes again. But this time it got me off guard. I'm in shock really. You wouldn't know why because I haven't yet spoken about this subject here. Well... it kinda disturbed me...




You scored as Islam.



Your beliefs are most similar to those of Islam. Consider taking the shahadah and officially becoming a Muslim, if you aren't already.

Islam 83% Buddhism 79% paganism 67% agnosticism 63% Satanism 58% Hinduism 33% Judaism 29% Christianity 17% atheism 13% Which religion is the right one for you? (new version) created with QuizFarm.com

Sleeping Beauty

Well, it's been a while... However, I know nobody has been reading this which makes every effort of mine to feel guilty for not posting completly useless. We have to keep trying tough.

I decided to try some of those intenet useless quizes. One came out like this:

You scored as Sleeping Beauty. Your alter ego is Princess Aurora, a.k.a. Sleeping Beauty! You are beautiful and enchanting, and as sweet as ever.

Sleeping Beauty 81% The Beast 75% Donald Duck 56% Goofy 50% Snow White 44% Cinderella 38% Peter Pan 38% Pinocchio 31% Cruella De Ville 31% Ariel 25% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com

I've always thought I was more like donald Duck. I was a little surprised for being sleeping beauty at first. But now I think it suits me. For instance, I slept the whole day today for no reason really. I have to stop doing this. After all, no prince will come after me.

11 hours

This week was as stressing as it could have been - and maybe a lot more too. I couldn't even post here everyhing that happened. It would drive me crazy...

What I can say is that on thursday we dorve for about 11 hoours to get to a plcae that would take only one hour and a half O_o one day I have to write about it. It was just crazy.

And saturday was also a killing day. Really. I never drove so much in my life - ok, on thursday I wasn't literally drivinf anyhow...

Well, the only thing is... I'm still in love. Jeez... what a confusing month this one has been